Exam about the eXAM

It was the last exam, in the second exams... I can call it many...the last one, the curse, Dead Algorithms; finish your life by Theta or Big Ooh notation ... Really it was the worst , when I left the lab I couldn't feel but nothing around me, just cold heavy headache ,what I can remember is my friend voice calling me"eNAS stop ... tell my how you did!!!" ....I even didn't have the mood to look and answer her I walked alone to the Bus station don't feel the world around ... just thinking in the work I tried hard to did ... and hours I spent with girls, trying to cover what we can, from the material, coz it was the chance the teacher gave" that for every two marks we get more than the first exam he will give us one more adding it"

I hate online exams,they're the worst...

It was like a slap on the Face... telling me ... "HaH? Show me what you can do ... you had the mark you didn't even think that you'll have it, and you lost your chance" I didn't fail actually,It was better than the first one ...but I wish now if I didn't study as the first exam, at least I will feel happy toward the mark I performed, I tried it once ... and it was a great feeling to get the mark without high degree of caring and checking ... but the hardiest thing is ... when you have much less than you expect.... I arrived the home with huge amount of negative power I tried to avoid it, but couldn't, I wanted to scream ... also I couldn't ... I am screaming now using my fingers and keyboard, here in my place, I guess If I didn't post this one ... mom is cleaning the walls from my parts every where o_O...Yeah I feel I would be exploded in any min. before now... I don't know maybe I'll find what I am telling now silly, then delete it ... but Nah, I guess I'll keep it until 2nd of June... every time I look to my final exams schedule ... I hear a sound telling me" Don't think you'll be much better girl,maby what you're passing now are your happy days!!!" (28,31,31)May.....(1,2)June days I'll finish the heaviest semester ever...when I look to these days, which I will have my exams on... I can't feel but harder and have that unsatisfied feelings...(four followed days for five materials!) Al7amdoo lelah for every thing ... Many happened for reason. Maybe we have to do our best SO... whatever happened.... is just our destiny.... But really rare things which is easy in this life!!!